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Journal Entry: Sun Jun 27, 2010, 10:30 PM
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Birthday - Reflecting


My birthday gift to my watchers: :thumb168827251:

I got a wonderful gift from :iconsawai159: : Happy B-day silver-eyes-blue by sawai159 and also one from :iconblack-umi:. Thank you! :heart:

Oh, and I started a donation campaign for a new subscription. ^^ Every single point will be welcome!

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So, I turned 23 today. Gosh, I sure don't feel like 23. Nor do I look like it. Or act that way. XD

When I look back, I remember that when I was 18 I had totally different plans for what I wanted to be doing and where I wanted to be when I am 23. Seeing that, it makes me realize just how impulsive I am. Depending on my emotions, sometimes I do what feels right in that very moment, not thinking about long-term consequences. I throw away everything I had been working for just because it suddenly stopped feeling right.

My Politics and German teacher keeps saying that this is wonderful in a way, as it destroys the scheme according to which we all are forced to live, in which everything is planned and in which there is a moment for everything, but he also concluded that I am completely insane. I think he's right. I often wonder what kind of psychological problems one would diagnose if I went to see a psychologist again, lol.

Then again, I don't think I want to know. Chronic depression is enough.

In the last year, I discovered that I believe in angels. I discovered that there is some part of me or even some higher force trying to make a statement by sending me really weird dreams. I learned about an archangel I didn't know existed. Hanael. Hm. I said that name so many times in my dreams in the past weeks.

The past year also brought some new friends. And it has proven me that I can be the best student in the whole school even if I go to school in a country where they speak a language which is not my mother tongue. It also made me realized that I am probably wasting all my talent here, but oh well.

The past few months made me appreciate my right arm/hand more. Mostly because I have been unable to use it properly. They have also taught me to live with constant pain.

I learned that sometimes we don't know people as well as we think we do. I learned that men are vulnerable too and that they also tend to be silly when they are afraid of losing the ones they love. I also learned that some of them are just as confused about their emotions as we girls sometimes are.

I learned that I hate the life, but also don't want to give it away. I learned that I am unable to be truly happy. And this... this made me laugh.

The past year was emotionally very difficult for me. But it is over now. I wonder what the next one will bring. I don't like the number 23, not as much as 22. But maybe that is a good omen.


PenPal Organising


:iconladyusagi: is trying to organise some penpals from various countries! So if you'd like to exchange letters with someone, or simply want more info, do check out her journal: ladyusagi.deviantart.com/journ…


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:iconthe-rainbow-faerie:
The-Rainbow-Faerie Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2010   General Artist
I hope this new year brings you more relaxtion and happiness to make up for the last few months. =)
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:iconkimlasca:
kimlasca Featured By Owner Jun 29, 2010  Student Traditional Artist
:hug: Happy birthday!
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:iconsilver-eyes-blue:
silver-eyes-blue Featured By Owner Jun 29, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you ^^
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:iconkimlasca:
kimlasca Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2010  Student Traditional Artist
:glomp:
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Roselite Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
I remember when I turned 23... it was June 4th of this year...

Anyway, happy birthday Silver!
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silver-eyes-blue Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Awww, then happy belated birthday. ^^ It is still June. ;)
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VoltronZ1 Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2010  Student Writer
Happy Birthday my friend. May you have the best Birthday of your life.

I'm sorry if I couldn't make a gift in time, so here's a song for you instead. [link]
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silver-eyes-blue Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Awwww, thank you. ^^ I adore that song. ^^ It calms me down somehow.
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Paprika-Studios Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:hug: First of all, Happy Birthday! I hope year 23 turns out to be a better year for you.

You are very talented in many areas to the point where you are inspiration. When I heard about the complications with your arm and the fact that you were still produing art in ways, showed that you are a very dedicated person as well as an inspiring person as well. I am still amazed and memorized at your water colours of both your previous and newer works. Plus, to know that you live in a country that speaks a different lanuage than your native tongue as well as type in yet a different language here on Deviantart is amazing to me. I may be from American (where learning a secondary language is a feat in itself) but I have taken classes outside of schooling to learn a second lanuage but I get very frustrated and its not the fact that I find it hard; it was just with the point that I was born with dyslexia.

So to me, you're an amazing person as well as a very talented person. I am very glad that I wandered acrossed your art two years ago.
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silver-eyes-blue Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Awwww, thank you. :hug: And don't be discouraged by dyslexia, we all have our problems which make things difficult for us. I suppose that without them, life would be too easy. :P
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:iconradiant-suzuka:
radiant-suzuka Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2010  Professional General Artist
Happy birthday sweetie :)
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:iconsilver-eyes-blue:
silver-eyes-blue Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you, dear! ^^
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:iconrichforce:
Richforce Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2010
Happy birthday

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:iconsilver-eyes-blue:
silver-eyes-blue Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Awwwwwwwwwwwww, thank you! ^^
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SaturnBunny89 Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2010
:hugs: I hope you have a wonderful year!

Maybe you go by "Don't worry about the future sooner or later it's the past, if the thrill is gone then it's time to take it back" XD That's by a group called Meatloaf... of all things... but I love it lol... it's also music from "before my time" but I like it so much more than more current music :/

Anyway, idk it just made me think of that haha... I'm up at 4:30am my time b/c I have to go to work... yeah.... T_T but this weekend we're all camping for the 4th, including my oldest bro, wife, and the baby!!!! OMW I need to send you pics of him! O.o I'll try to soon... b/c babies are cute lol... they even have some videos of him giggling and stuff :giggle:
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silver-eyes-blue Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
lol Oh, I would love to see those! ^^ You know I am a sucker for babies! :giggle:
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SaturnBunny89 Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2010
I'm going to send you some during or after camping hehe.. we even got him a little wagon to ride in! :heart:
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silver-eyes-blue Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Awwwwww, so adorable! :heart:
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:iconelila:
elila Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
LOL, you get about a billion more comments on your original stuff than I do, so no complaining now! :giggle: And I happen to think that the moon looks really cute! :3
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silver-eyes-blue Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
LOL Thanks. ^^ Especially for saying that that crappy Moon of mine is cute. XD
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:iconladyusagi:
LadyUsagi Featured By Owner Jun 25, 2010
oh wow! my inbox was so full I haven't gotten around to seeing your picture yet! Yay for journals!

ps- I'm so sorry about not thanking you in note form about advertising the pen pal thingy ^^; my inbox was more active than what I was used too =P So I lost track of notes ^^; So thank you very very much :hug:
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silver-eyes-blue Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Not a problem at all! ^^
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Sugar-Senshi Featured By Owner Jun 25, 2010
Awwww that is so nice to hear!!! :heart: I have my someone also! We are very lucky!
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silver-eyes-blue Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
:nod:
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:iconpaperiz:
PaperIz Featured By Owner Jun 25, 2010  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
oh i hadn't seen it until this journal!A lot of deviations slip through the cracks with the new system, for me at least. I love and I'm glad you've decided to try not to let those nightmares get you down c: and i'm going to still pray your arm gets better because i love you lol
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silver-eyes-blue Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
lol Thank you ^^
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PaperIz Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2010  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
hehe np
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GentleOceanMichuru Featured By Owner Jun 25, 2010  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I love your original art! I watched you at first because I thought "ooh! Sailor Moon watercolours! MUST WORSHIP!" But I love the way you draw, not just WHO you draw. Original art for the win!
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silver-eyes-blue Featured By Owner Jun 25, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you ^^
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Readera Featured By Owner Jun 21, 2010
Your art is great! Hopefully your trip will help to cheer you up and your arm gets better soon. I'm glad your still working on your art and posting it, but if you have to take a break due to medical reasons we all understand! I wouldn't mind some pictures, as I live in the US and Croatia sounds pretty!
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silver-eyes-blue Featured By Owner Jun 21, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
lol

This is the town near which I will be staying at the seaside:
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And this is my hometown, and the capital of Croatia:
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I will try to make some photos of my own and post them, though. ^^
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Readera Featured By Owner Jun 22, 2010
yay! Thanks!
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inkscribble Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2010
Don't say that! All your art is gorgeous, and you've been improving heaps since I started watching you! And I'm not just saying that - I really was thinking it the other day! You did such an fantastic job expressing the muscles on that last piece, I really was so impressed! Your work is amazing and it's only going to get better! :tighthug:
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silver-eyes-blue Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks, dear. :hug: But I really wish I wasn't so impatient, especially with that arm of mine. You always spend so much more time on your art than I do.
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inkscribble Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2010
Oh, psssh. We work in totally different ways! And with that arm and so little time for arting, the impatience really isn't surprising. :glomp: All the best to you, as always!
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:iconkimlasca:
kimlasca Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2010  Student Traditional Artist
PFHPBHT WHAT?! Are you kidding me?! You draw awesome, even with your injured arm.
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silver-eyes-blue Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
I just wish there was more improvement. Instead, my art seems to be getting worse.
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kimlasca Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2010  Student Traditional Artist
:cling: Nu-uh
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